The few weeks after my midterm break, i started feeling kinda dizzy in the morning, and tired.What intrigues me is that is the detox tea not working ? well, its working. Then after a day of severe nose allergic, i suddenly remembered that i havent apply my rhinitis medicine for quite a long time edy. So i did it that day and my nose when all guns on me with lots and tonnes of mucus coming out, even he next morning. But after that, i feel good, lol, i mean really good, energetic, passionate, lol, feels like i’m gonna achieve and do something. I have midterm test the day after that, which actually helps me study. I guess my nose started allergic with the moist weather. Pollen or something that came together with the wind. So, lessen learnt that i have to apply the medi at least once a week, but i kept forgetting especially when i wanna apply it during shower.
Understand your own body and you’ll have good health. lol, kinda like some shady commercial quote heh..lol. But its true, when u feel great, u’ll do great things. I have the designing bridge as a project, and i had the urge or idea on how to build it, but my groupmates kinda alienated me by not updating me on stuff and decisions, so he end up saying i don’t need to build it, but i insisted i do it, but my design. I finish it within 3 days, which i think can be 2 days if i reduce my play time, lol. If it was the usual me on the past year, i’ll take it for granted and relax cuz i dont have a good feel towards myself.
I kinda noticed that having someone to admire in secret is one way to motivate me in a way. I had this girl i kinda have this interest of knowing her and even court her, but in the end i didn’t bcuz she already has a bf. So kinda like i’m looking forward to attend the class just to take a glimpse of her, not only that, i’ll have the sense of achieving something great and i’ll just go study, just in case one day i’ll impress her. Sounds kinda like secondary school life right? haha, ITS DOES ! I used to like alot of girls in secondary school and always ended up rejected or liking the wrong girl whom wont like me back while those that will, i didnt. lol. weird.
So on sat, i went to this beach party, for the special even of eclipse during that night, they have booze, music, entertainment, games, AND free entrance for girls in bikini. That was what made me interested at going, haha, and i thought, why not go, i dont want to regret of not trying things out as i did when i was on the hospital bed a year ago. U see, when u feel good, you’ll go do things. It sounds like its in a club rite? but its not, its at the seaside at tanjung aru and its open air. haha, i wouldnt go if its a club and no special event. As usual, we guys will looks at girls, lol.. there were alot of ‘beer girls’, or ‘beer waitress’ that serves u beer and so one. So there was one girl that caught my eye, she really is hard working, i know them beer girls wear very short and tight dress, but she kinda feels different from the other beer girls, hardworking, doesnt sound rude, sweet voice, and the face is just special, doesnt look like typical chinese girls, but somehow resembles Eva Mendes, lol, despite the tatoo at the back of her lower neck and the colour of her hair which was abit reddish. But hey, i took pic of her. well, i kinda had the interest in knowing her. But somehow i din make my move even after 5 and a half bottles of beer lol. Kept thinking of her lately and i kept staring at the pics, lmao~ oh well, one of those secret admiring thingy that i do. lol
Why not go knowing them girls? its okay to be friends. i hear u ask ? Well, i once experienced being friends with a girl i had interest in courting, it dint turn out well, i mean it did turn out well, but it wasnt meant to be, so i kinda trying to avoid the same thing repeating, plus i’m the kind of person that will fall head over heels once i’m in love, and i’ll start losing focus on other things, especially my studies as now i’m trying to finish my degree. Even with ‘knowing my body well technique’, i still dont dare taking the risk.